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Devin's 11th Birthday

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It's a new year and nothing big is happening in my life at the moment. Not much to report! I do feel like blogging is a lost art, something which I use to do faithfully at least 4 times a week but now...nothing!
I've been content... busy with full time work at a daycare, caring for my 10 yr. old son who is now visiting his dad for a week during March break. I miss him!

I do have a lot on my mind though, a lot I can't express but lots that I'd like to get done to move ahead in my small world but I find myself wandering. I'm not sure what the reason for this is but I don't like it. I'm trying to figure out how my life is going to go from here on and what to make of it. I'm not satisfied or content with just being average or "normal". I don't know what this means nor do I think I'm capable of anything "outstanding", but it's just this feeling in my gut that leads me to believe I am meant to do something that matters. My friends and even people I just meet continually express to me that they get a feeling about me that makes them think I'm different and meant for something special. Who knows what that means...but I'd sure like to find out one of these days.
I feel happy with a small quite life but want something more from it then what it is now. I want to be able to be crazy passionate about something and just go for it. I feel a pull in many ways and don't know which path is the best. How does one find their calling, career, or purpose?
This is just me rambling off so don't pay me to much mind. Just something that I need to get out of my head and onto paper.
I'll be back :)

I am ashamed!

I know I promised to keep this here Blog alive and running but have failed miserable in doing so! Please do forgive as it was only out of forgetting my account password and also being so busy with work that it seems easier to post quick tidbits on Facebook. But I will try to make up for it by posting pictures of some of the happenings in my life over the last few months!

It's been awhile!

There was a time when blogs were read every day to keep up with what was happening with family and friends. But that all changed when a little company grew and grew until people began living there whole lives on this little site, where we chatted, posted pictures, made some snippets and statements about everything and nothing just so we weren't caught being "that person" who never updates their wall. I know, I was one of those people!

I want to change and come back to the real world of talking and interacting with people face to face physically, "mano a mano"! This isn't to say I don't like keeping up and knowing what's going on with a people I met way back in the day, but when it comes down to it, the time it takes to view everyones posts and maybe make a comment here and there can take up so much of our precious time that could otherwise be better used in something that will actually help you further yourself in your life right now. So all that to say, I will no longer be on Facebook and will try as much as possible to keep my close family and friends updated through this here blog. It may not be very often but when something important or interesting comes up I'll be sure to post it.

Love you lots and hope you and yours are well and happy!

Happy Easter!

Wishing everyone a wonderful day out in the sun! Play many games with your kids, drink cold lemonade, have a BBQ or picnic, play in the pool or sprinklers. And while you take time to love those around you, remember Jesus' great love for us and the wonderful miracle of his resurrection. As you ponder that kind of love..... try to pass it on to others! I love you.... have a beautiful Easter weekend!

40 days 40 nights

I'm here to embark on a 40 days change of my diet and in the hopes of making it a life time commitment. The first year when I got Crohn's my dear wonderful mother went through every naturopathic book and remedy to help me overcome this illness the natural way. God bless her heart! And during that time she came across this amazing book by Jordan Rubin called "The Maker's Diet" in which he states that he got struck with Crohn's at the age of 19. Got bedridden just like I did and went to see every doctor and tried every "miracle" drug he could....to no avail! Till he found his answer in the Bible, with that creating the 40 days diet to a better life.
I tried it before and felt a huge difference in my body and I want to again clean my insides from all the toxins and poisons that is in our foods today. With the support of you my dear friends and family I think I can make this wish a reality! Whoever knows me can attest that I am not one that is strong in will-power when it comes to food! I love food in all it's shapes and forms, so to take on a challenge like this and eliminate things that I love and enjoy will be no easy task! But by making it know to everyone I pray this will help give me the incentive to complete the task. I will try to publish more in the days to come about this diet and all that it entails, I hope you find it interesting and maybe even helpful to you if you wish to try it at some point. I know that if I can make it... you can too! So here's so a new start to eating and living healthier!

WAHooooo!

Yep it's true..... this afternoon I went out in snowy weather and past my G2 road test! Give me a shout if you like this, ha! I am just so excited as I feel such a freedom and sense of accomplishment right now! After getting home from the test I tricked everyone into thinking I failed, then my friend (Marty) got everyone together and we suprised them by letting them know I past and Marty brought out some bubbly so we could celerbrate! It was a joyous event!

First brake!

So last night I went to the banquet hall a few hours early with a team to help set up the place. As I was unstacking the chairs (made from some kind of solid rock/metal) the pile of them tipped over and came crashing down on my left foot. I was knocked to the floor bundled up in pain. Some people rushed over and grabbed me some ice to put on it. I didn't know for sure how bad it was as I was wearing stockings and couldn't get a good look at my foot. But the show had to go on.. so I just tried to continue working as I limped and sat the rest of the night. I felt so bad as I really wanted to help more in getting things ready, I was thinking I had just bruised my toes pretty badly, I was in pain the whole evening but was able to make it through and still made announcements, DJ a bit and take some pictures. The evening turned out beautiful and everyone had a great time. (pictures will come) SO we we got home it was already 2:00 am and I didn't have the strength to go get my foot checked that late at night, so I waited till the morning. But I did notice that my middle toe had turned blue and black... it was so painful. So this morning I went to a walk in clinic to get it checked.... the doctor took one look at it and said " Yep that toe is broken!" I wasn't to surprised as it was so bruised and very painful. But because it's just my toe and not further up on my foot, the doctor just said to wrap it along side my other toes and it will set and be ok in 4 to 6 weeks. I am now referred to by some as "limpy or hop-a-long" Thanks guys hahah! Well it's not bad being that I'm 28 and it's my first broken bone. I'm thankful it wasn't worse!

Here's some ugly pictures to go with this post!

Valentine's Treasures

No, I will not dis or envy those who celebrate this day with all the hyped-up romance, flowers, hearts and kisses! For when thinking about it; why should we gloom with feelings of lost, loneliness and pain? Thinking we have no one to share the joys of this day. For in fact every one of us, if we took the time to think, that there are plenty of people out there who love us and really do care. So to all who think they may not have that "special someone" in there lives, I say think again, for you do have many who think you are wonderful and grand. And to those in my life I'd like to say Thank you for being my friend... this poem is for you!

Valentine treasures are people who

have often crossed your mind,

family, friends and others, too,

who in your life have shined

the warmth of love or a spark of light

that makes you remember them;

no matter how long since you’ve actually met,

each one is a luminous gem,

who gleams and glows in your memory,

bringing special pleasures,

and that’s why this Valentine comes to you:

You’re one of those sparkling treasures!

Happy Birthday Chris!

I know I'm a day late Chris... sorry about that, but I hope that you had a good birthday (knowing you I bet you had lots of fun!) I'm so thankful that you are back safe and sound and can now (hopefully) stay on this side of the world! Your a great guy and I always admired your self will and determination to get things done. I love your zest for life and ability to cheer people around you with your smile, laugh, and good sense of humor! I also am thankful to you for the years you cared for and taught Devin... he remembers you as a very fun Uncle and we would love to see you again soon! So best wishes to you on this coming year....I pray you find happiness and peace! Love ya bro!

New year comes with new goals

Lots of things I'm trying to shoot for this year that are new for me. It's the beginning of a new way of thinking and living. I'm trying to find my way and am a bit late in getting started but I'm not letting that worry me. Just looking at the NOW and future to see how I can make steps of progress for me and my son.
I hope my road test will be booked soon (this month) as I've been waiting to take it and my driving instructor keeps giving me the round about and is now saying the only opening is for March 2nd. I'm a bit frustrated as I thought I'd be driving by now.

I am looking into getting a car and need lots of help and advice on this one. Don't really have a lot of money to work with. Need something small and in good condition so it won't brake on me.

I'm very thankful that last month I was able to find a job within a week,working at a daycare! It's a new experience and I'm learning lots. I hope that in some way this will help me get ahead.

I am also considering the option of getting a ECE teachers certification. Just doing the research now and hope that I can find the right thing to plug into. I have more things on my mind and on my plate but right now it's off to bed. Pretty tired as I'm working with the kiddos again tomorrow.

But lastly before I take off, could you keep my health in your prayers as I need to be functioning 100% to do this job, be a good mom, work with the teens in my city, find a car and pay bills. Its the story of everyone's life I know... but I let it get to me sometimes and that's not good. I read up about, not stressing the small stuff (0r big) Laugh more, relax etc. And I do try.... but it seems like I'm picking myself up more then I am at staying up. I wish I could be those people that you read about who, when they put their mind to something they just do it no matter what, they have such self discipline and motivation to actually make they're dreams a reality. I want and need to be like that and be happy too! :-)

Dirty 30's Wahoo!

Christina, I had so much fun with you on your Bday! I'm just thrilled all the way down to my toes that we live so close and we can visit often. There's so many good and wonderful things I could say about you... how you are so beautiful, talented and passionate about life. But most of all I just want to let you know how much I wish the best for you in the years to come, that you find a great big nice house, that your pups will grow up strong and healthly and have lots of babies of their own, that Cassie can come live with you, etc. and all those other things that make life so sweet! Know that your cared for you and I luv you lots and lots.
Happy 30th Birthday!

I love you!

Happy Birthday Katrina!

Hey Sweetie! Hope you had a wonderful day! Love you and miss you lots. I can't believe your already 13.... time sure does go by fast! Best wishes to you for this coming year.. have fun and dream big, your in my prayers! LOVE YOU xoxox

Happy Birthday Dad!

It was nice to talk with you the other day, I hope your birthday evening was fun and enjoyable! I miss your quirky sense of humor, funny dancing, and great story telling. I hope this year is fulfilling in many ways, I know you'll find ways to make it fun and exciting! Miss ya and love you lots... Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday Michelle

I've missed you over the years and hope to see more of you in the years to come. Your great fun, silly and crazy...like the rest of us sisters. I wish you all the joy and fulfillment this next year can bring and hope we can meet up soon! Happy Birthday sis! xoxo

Happy New Year! 2010!

I didn't take any pictures on New Years eve... just wanted to have fun! I did however find a few from a friend... we had a great time! Love you all and wish you the best in reaching your goals for this coming year....never never give up!
Sweet Allison!

More pictures of our performances

The girls greeting the elderly

Devin giving away Christmas posters

Talking with some of the residents!

Singing Jingle bells

Kids smiling away in "Jesus our Saviour"

Performing at a company party

Jingle bell rock

Merry Christmas everyone!